not caring

I really could care less about what people think of me a wise woman at my church told me how to stop caring so i can focus on God and only God and you know what I am gonna listen to her cause it is so true if i take the good gifts God gives em and ignore the negative bad comments people say to me life gets  much better so glad i realized that :)

monday

ok so my day started off very very sucky, i ended up yelling at someone at school and ugh ti just stunk but the day progressivley got better, just goes t show opptimism goes a long way

:)

last night i went skating and i couldnt be more thankful fo rthe great friends i have idk what id do wihtout them :) i really tihnk God has put these people in my life for reaosns i may not know yet but im glad he did :)

life :)

Life, it's complex, hard but easy at the same time.

In life you realize who you are, you realize who actually cares, and who never did.

You realize happiness, and you realize sorrow. You laugh until you cry, you make friends along the way, you discover what joy is and discover not caring about what people think is the best way to go.

So take life as a gift, treasure it love it, sure sometimes it is hard, but you realize in the end it is worth while.

So laugh too hard, make friends with the weird kids, dance in random places just be you :)


it took alot fo rme to realize this but im glad i did

snow!

I had a great day at work yesterday besdies all the snow and having to work drive thru. I think i may do good at this job, today is a snow day and im also out of school tomorrow :) that always makes for a good day :) well yea this post is short but oh well im gonna go enjoy the snow!im in bama i dont see this much haha

:D

so yesterday I got my first job!!!!!
 Sure it may be at taco bell but hey im only 16, so it's not liek i was expected to be a doctor :P im kind of excited kind of not, i want my own money,and to be able to save up for a car but i also dont wanna grow up so fast, but that's all part of life, and who knows maybe this job wont be too hard, plus i really needed one anyway :) today i go to church, then i go to work yay
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lets rant!

ok i hate fake people they suck badly, acting like someone else wont get you anywhere in frekaing life so you knwo what be original noone likes copies. and you know i hate people older than me who act so freaking immature it makes me wanna go off.


on another note grudges why hold them i have given up my grudges they arent worth it it just makes ur insides ugly and god hates ugly attitudes, so why hold them it just makes you a dang jerk


ok well anyway people please use the brain God gave you and relaize you only have 1 life dont be a copy, and dont hold dumb grudges :)

and beauty is something that comes natural btw i get sick of seeing chicks who cake on make up :)

just a thought

you know this year my life is God's i wanna achieve what he has in store for me more than anything :) God has done so much in my life he has blessed me with good friends and good family and helped me get through alot in life so why not give my all to him? sure new years eve may have sucked but my 2011 will not ! PLus i started off today by lsitening to AFI so thats a great start right ?