:)

So yeah a week ago I made up my mind to not care what people thought of me so here is something for all you people who may not like me, or may not believe in me.

Yeah I may be weird, I may be too hyper, too happy , you may find me annoying.


But I have friends who love me for who I am, and if you dont like me that just means you weren't a true friend.

So hey guess what? I am gonna dream big, and NOT care what you may think.
You may say I might not achieve what I want, but that won't keep me from living my life trying to get what I want I have become so strong this year because of the TRUE friends I have, I have realized the people who weren't true, and now I feel so much better.

So today and here on after, I am more postive, I am gonna work to achieve my dreams, and not let anyone STOP me.

NO ONE.

Cause my Real friends, and my family, and God have my back and that's all I need :)

happy

I like who I am I have never been able to say that so today I am turning a new page, I amgonna focus on God, fmaily and friends, and school work and not pay any attention to the people who try to get me down, cause i have confidence that will never be taken away again and you know what I am gonna show the ones who dont like me who think im weird that thier insults dont phase me cause i have people in my life who love me and thats all i need so guess what I am gonna be  abetter, nicer, person, I am gonna be more confident in me and my surroundings 

Optmism <3

btw i love my friends and fmaily and i hope yall can find confidence if you dont already have it and if you ever need me im here :)


sorry for all these errors btw :P

one of my poems :)

Treasure the ones you love
keep them close to your heart
every word you say to them could impact enormously
every laugh you have with them could be the last
every second spent upset with them could have been a second of joy

never take family, and friends for granted
cause good family helps you
and good friends are hard to come by

love them
keep them close
tell them how you feel about them
would you want them to die and never know
never know how much they meant to you
never know they impacted you?

i sure wouldnt want that to happen would you?

one of my poems :)

I ponder the past
I ponder who I was
and now who I am.

I have had my share of falls
but I always rose.
The tunnel's darkness finally disappeared,
the sun hit my face, the rainbow shown through the clouds, and I looked up and smiled,
and then realized I made it.

I can conquer anything
I am a warrior
I am an achiever
I am me :)

not caring

I really could care less about what people think of me a wise woman at my church told me how to stop caring so i can focus on God and only God and you know what I am gonna listen to her cause it is so true if i take the good gifts God gives em and ignore the negative bad comments people say to me life gets  much better so glad i realized that :)

monday

ok so my day started off very very sucky, i ended up yelling at someone at school and ugh ti just stunk but the day progressivley got better, just goes t show opptimism goes a long way

:)

last night i went skating and i couldnt be more thankful fo rthe great friends i have idk what id do wihtout them :) i really tihnk God has put these people in my life for reaosns i may not know yet but im glad he did :)

life :)

Life, it's complex, hard but easy at the same time.

In life you realize who you are, you realize who actually cares, and who never did.

You realize happiness, and you realize sorrow. You laugh until you cry, you make friends along the way, you discover what joy is and discover not caring about what people think is the best way to go.

So take life as a gift, treasure it love it, sure sometimes it is hard, but you realize in the end it is worth while.

So laugh too hard, make friends with the weird kids, dance in random places just be you :)


it took alot fo rme to realize this but im glad i did

snow!

I had a great day at work yesterday besdies all the snow and having to work drive thru. I think i may do good at this job, today is a snow day and im also out of school tomorrow :) that always makes for a good day :) well yea this post is short but oh well im gonna go enjoy the snow!im in bama i dont see this much haha

:D

so yesterday I got my first job!!!!!
 Sure it may be at taco bell but hey im only 16, so it's not liek i was expected to be a doctor :P im kind of excited kind of not, i want my own money,and to be able to save up for a car but i also dont wanna grow up so fast, but that's all part of life, and who knows maybe this job wont be too hard, plus i really needed one anyway :) today i go to church, then i go to work yay
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lets rant!

ok i hate fake people they suck badly, acting like someone else wont get you anywhere in frekaing life so you knwo what be original noone likes copies. and you know i hate people older than me who act so freaking immature it makes me wanna go off.


on another note grudges why hold them i have given up my grudges they arent worth it it just makes ur insides ugly and god hates ugly attitudes, so why hold them it just makes you a dang jerk


ok well anyway people please use the brain God gave you and relaize you only have 1 life dont be a copy, and dont hold dumb grudges :)

and beauty is something that comes natural btw i get sick of seeing chicks who cake on make up :)

just a thought

you know this year my life is God's i wanna achieve what he has in store for me more than anything :) God has done so much in my life he has blessed me with good friends and good family and helped me get through alot in life so why not give my all to him? sure new years eve may have sucked but my 2011 will not ! PLus i started off today by lsitening to AFI so thats a great start right ?